• Over the years, I’ve had countless conversations with conservative evangelical friends—some here in the United States, some back home in the Philippines—who sincerely believe that voting for Donald Trump and the Republican Party is the most faithful way to advance the pro‑life cause. Their conviction is real. Their desire to protect life is genuine. And I honor that.

    But I’ve also noticed something else: many of these same friends have come to see abortion almost entirely through a political lens. The assumption is simple and deeply held: If we elect the right people, we will save more lives.

    I understand the impulse. I, too, consider myself pro‑life, though with exceptions for rape, incest, and medically dangerous pregnancies. But I’ve never believed that political power alone can carry the moral weight of such a complex and deeply human issue.

    A recent article in Christianity Today helped me understand why.

    The piece examined abortion laws across the United States and found something striking: the strongest predictor of a state’s abortion policy is not how it votes, but how often its people attend church. States with high church attendance tend to have restrictive abortion laws. States with low attendance—even conservative ones—tend to protect abortion access.

    The article’s conclusion was gentle but unmistakable:
    Evangelicals may have unintentionally weakened the pro‑life movement by making it primarily political rather than spiritual.

    One line in particular stayed with me:

    “Ultimately, if pro-life Christians can share the gospel and increase the number of churchgoers in their regions, they might be able to do more lasting good for the pro-life cause than any purely political strategy could accomplish.”

    That sentence captures something I’ve been sensing for years.

    Politics cannot do the work of discipleship

    Many of my MAGA‑aligned friends believe that political victories are the key to cultural transformation. But the data suggests the opposite: politics tends to follow formation, not create it. When church life is strong, people’s moral imagination is shaped long before they enter a voting booth. When church life is weak, political strategies collapse—even in states that vote overwhelmingly conservative.

    This is why we’ve seen pro‑life ballot measures fail in places where Republicans win easily. The political identity is strong, but the spiritual formation is thin.

    A movement built on outrage cannot sustain compassion

    I’ve also noticed that when abortion becomes primarily a political weapon, something precious is lost. Compassion becomes conditional. Nuance becomes suspect. Exceptions—like rape, incest, or life‑threatening pregnancies—are dismissed as “compromise.” And the women at the center of these stories disappear behind slogans.

    This is not the way of Christ.

    The Jesus I follow—the Jesus who drew me into the evangelical movement in the first place—never reduced people to issues. He never used moral questions as political leverage. He formed people through presence, community, and love.

    What if the real pro‑life work is quieter?

    What if the most effective pro‑life witness is not a voting bloc but a community of people who embody the compassion of Christ?

    What if the real work is:

    • strengthening churches
    • supporting mothers
    • addressing poverty
    • expanding healthcare
    • reducing domestic violence
    • building communities where children are welcomed, not feared

    These are not partisan ideas. They are deeply Christian ones.

    A word to my friends who care deeply about life

    I know your heart. I know your sincerity. I know you want to protect the unborn. But I hope this article—and this reflection—opens a small window to a larger truth:

    Political victories cannot replace spiritual formation.
    Legislation cannot replace discipleship.
    And no candidate, no matter how loudly they claim to be “pro‑life,” can do the work the church has neglected.

    If we truly want to cultivate a culture of life, we must begin not at the ballot box but at the table, in the pews, in our neighborhoods, and in the quiet, unglamorous work of loving people well.

    That is where lasting change begins.
    And that is where the way of Christ still leads.

  • Raindrops Keep Falling—If you’re in Arizona

    Dunbar Spring
    https://naturalbuildingblog.com/a-food-forest-transforms-dunbar-springs-arizona/

    I’ve been learning more about Arizona lately, and my admiration for the state keeps growing.

    One story that really stayed with me comes from the Dunbar Spring neighborhood in Tucson.

    Years ago, a small group of residents there began experimenting with rainwater harvesting — long before it was common or even fully legal.

    They believed that the water falling on their roofs and streets shouldn’t be wasted. It could nourish their gardens, cool their streets, and support a healthier way of living.

    Their commitment didn’t stop at their own homes. They worked with city leaders, pushed for policy changes, and helped make rainwater harvesting not only legal but encouraged throughout Arizona.

    Today, Dunbar Spring is known for its native plants, shaded walkways, and a community culture built around caring for the land.

    Meanwhile, here in Las Vegas, collecting rainwater isn’t allowed. It makes me appreciate even more how Arizona treats water as something to be stewarded, not discarded. There’s a quiet wisdom in that — a way of living that feels both humble and forward‑thinking.

    It’s inspiring to see a place where sustainability isn’t just a slogan, but a lived practice.

  • “The big difference between the Golden Globes and the NFL? At the Golden Globes, we have fewer camera shots of Taylor Swift,” the comedian quipped.

    What’s wrong with that? Really, nothing! Besides, it’s matter-of-factly true! And if you’re not an onion-skinned Taylor Swift fan, that’s actually funny! Especially if you’ve seen the who-knows-how-many camera shots of Swift at the NFL.

    So why is the media so hard on Filipino American comedian, Jo Koy? My guess is that the star-struck media and Swift fans just went with the flow and follow her lead: Swift’s tight-lip reaction to the joke.

    They’ve made Jo Koy look even worse by saying his jokes weren’t funny. C’mon! Watch the clips and see how people were laughing. Some even found the Swift/NFL joke funny, excluding Swift, of course!

    But what if Swift was sport enough to just ride on Jo Koy’s joke, like Robert De Niro and Meryl Streep did? I bet things would have been different.

    I don’t find all of Jo Koy’s jokes that funny, but it’s not fair to judge his performance based on Swift’s facial response to his joke. Yes, even if she is Time Magazine’s Person of the Year.

  • Are you apprehensive about what others might say because you are already happy with what you believe to be true, and don’t want to change?

    Such uncomfortable feeling is usually felt when you see others as having more knowledge in certain areas, and you feel that you can’t effectively defend your position.

    For example, we don’t want to talk to an insurance or car agent on our own because we believe they have more information than we do; and we lack the information to “defend” ourselves. That’s why we bring along a friend or a family member who we believe know more about insurance policies or cars than we do to help us out.

    We may know quite a few about certain personal truths that we hold dear, but we also know that we don’t have the knowledge that the experts we admire and have relied on and who “speak for us” might have.

    My hunch is that we may have depended too much on experts, especially when making decisions. And we shouldn’t! We should learn things for ourselves.

    Our doctors, for example, may be experts in medicine, but it helps us a lot if we learn more about, say, certain diseases. Armed with sufficient knowledge, we can help ourselves make the right decisions, which may be related to matters of life and death. And if the information we find from more reliable sources are better than what our doctor recommends, then it may be time to consult with another.

    Thank God that these days information is just a Bing or Google away! We can even get the help of an AI to find information that would definitely take a lot more of our time if we’re doing research on our own and in a physical library.

    When after learning more about a certain topic and we find that a certain “personal truth“ overlaps “objective truth” (anything that anyone anywhere finds to be true as a result of, say, scientific research or it is accepted by experts in the field) then that’s great! You don’t have to change your personal truth to the objective one because they’re about the same, except perhaps to make little amendments here and there to make the former more like, if not the same, as the latter.

    But what if your personal truth is contradicted by objective truth? Would you abandon it and embrace objective truth?

    What you do about objective truths would depend on what you are. If you are a “personal truth defender” then you would defend your personal truths or might just avoid conversations related to them. But if you are an “objective truth seeker” your’e not afraid to know the truth. And, as they say, you “follow the truth no matter where it leads.” And that is quite liberating!

    As Jesus said, in John 8:31-32, “If you hold to my teaching, you are really my disciples. 32 Then you will know the truth, and the truth will set you free.”

  • The Parable of the Talents
    Matthew 25:14-30

    Last Sunday we talked about The Parable of the Ten Virgins. Some of you may have already forgotten about that. Today I’m reminding you about that parable because it is closely related to The Parable of the Talents, which is the basis of the sermon today.

    Sometimes we come across passages in the Bible that are closely connected to each other. Such is the case of the apocalyptic passages we find in chapters 24 and 25 of the Gospel of Matthew. The editors of the New Revised Standard Version or NRSVUE have divided them into 10 passages each with each own heading.


    Now that is like a 10-course meal in a Chinese restaurant. The only thing is that it doesn’t end with the usual fortune cookie. The last passage, which will be our text next week, is not all sweet, but like the fortune cookie, it tells us what our fortunes will be. It is about judgment which can be sweet or sad. But I promise, I’ll do my best to help all of us escape judgment or damnation.

    So how are The Parable of the Virgins and The Parable of the Talents connected? Let me point out what I think is the connection between the two:
    The Parable of the Talents picks up the question that the conclusion and application of The Parable of the Ten Virgins raises:

    13 Keep awake therefore, for you know neither the day nor the hour.

    The Parable of the Virgins, which reminds us to be always aware that the Lord is coming again, also reminds us that his coming has been delayed and that we don’t know the day or hour of his arrival. Therefore, as the parable teaches us, like the wise virgins, we are to be always prepared and ready for his arrival. What the parable, however, has not really answered for us is, ‘What must we do to get ourselves prepared and ready,’ or ‘What does it mean to keep awake and be ready for the Lord’s arrival? The Parable of the Talents answers that.

    What does it mean to keep awake?

    To keep awake does not mean to never sleep. If you remember, the wise virgins also slept just as the foolish ones did.

    5 As the bridegroom was delayed, all of them became drowsy and slept. 6 But at midnight there was a shout, ‘Look! Here is the bridegroom! Come out to meet him.’

    What does it mean then to “keep awake” while we’re waiting for the Lord’s coming? The Parable of the Talents answers that question in a more comprehensive way.

    The thing however is, the question raised in the previous parable is answered by Jesus telling another parable! And like any parable, we are faced with the same challenge: interpreting a parable. And that’s not easy, especially because we have a tendency to say things it does not really say.

    Having said that, we must try our best because it is extremely important that we interpret this parable correctly and apply it appropriately. The reason is because it is very important that we understand why “The Grand Wedding Party” at the coming of Jesus, the bridegroom, will be open to some but closed to others. Yes, we now know that we are to “keep awake” to be ready enter the coming Kingdom of heaven, but what does it really mean? ‘What does it mean to “keep awake”?’

    To answer that question, Jesus begins by saying,

    14 “For it is as if a man, going on a journey, summoned his slaves and entrusted his property to them…”

    Keeping awake has to do with what we must do for our Master who has gone away. The man, the master, is going on a journey. Now if that gives us the idea that Jesus has in mind his own going away, we are correct. The fact Jesus that keeps talking about his coming in chapters 24 and 25 obviously implies that he is going away first before his coming again can happen. And indeed, at the very beginning of the next chapter, 26, he predicts his death:

    1 When Jesus had finished saying all these things, he said to his disciples, 2 “You know that after two days the Passover is coming, and the Son of Man will be handed over to be crucified.”

    Jesus died, but that’s not the final stage of his going away. When he rose from the dead, in John 20, he said to Mary,

    17 … “Do not hold on to me, because I have not yet ascended to the Father. But go to my brothers and say to them, ‘I am ascending to my Father and your Father, to my God and your God.’”

    This is the same truth that we proclaim when, at the Lord’s Supper, we recite the Memorial Acclamation: “Christ has died, Christ is risen, Christ will come again.”

    So, while the Master is gone, the slaves are to get busy doing his will. Indeed, they must do his will. It is not an option for a slave who has no ownership rights of her own, even for a bond-slave (which is probably what is meant by the Greek word, δοῦλος, here) who willingly and voluntarily offered herself to be a slave for her chosen master.

    Strong’s Greek word studies tells us that “doúlos (‘bond-slave’) is used with the highest dignity in the NT – namely, of believers who willingly live under Christ’s authority as His devoted followers.” 1 And that, my friends, is a good reminder of our own master-slave relationship: Jesus our Lord is our Master; we are his slaves; and serving him is not an option! He owns everything; we do not own anything. Everything belongs to him, and so we owe everything to him, including our lives, and without him we are nothing! Serving Jesus, our Master is not an option; it is a must!

    Keeping awake has to do with being trustworthy with what the Master has entrusted to us.

    In this parable, the master entrusted his property to his slaves. We can better understand that if we know exactly what that means. And to know what that means we want to know what is included in the “property” that Master has entrusted to us.

    The parable does not tell us in detail what that property is. But we know that whatever is given to the slave, who has no right of her own, belongs to the master. Therefore, anything the slave has is her master’s!

    But in this parable, the slaves are given something specific: talents. And what they do with the talents will prove their trustworthiness or lack of it. It will also serve as our guide as we get busy doing things with whatever our Lord and Master has entrusted to us.

    I’m sure you have already heard this before: talents in this parable are not special aptitudes or abilities or skill, although I think it can be applied broadly as to include them. Talents refer the weight of gold or silver or bronze that were used as currency or medium of exchange in Jesus’ time.2

    So, what did the servants do with their talents so that they were declared by their master trustworthy?

    The “good and trustworthy” slaves doubled their talents

    At once 16 the one who had received the five talents went off and traded with them and made five more talents. 17 In the same way, the one who had the two talents made two more talents.

    Again, we’re not given the details of what or how they did it but the two slaves who were given 5 and 2 talents, respectively, doubled the weight of the money! Now that’s a pretty good investment compared to last year’s S&P 500 Annual Return, which was only 26.89, or the last 10 years’ return at 138.8%. So today, we may consider this the two guys’ investment strategy as moderate—not conservative nor aggressive. They may not have the same amount or weight of money, but both have the same exact rate of return: 100%!

    I don’t think we should insist that we all have the same “rate of return” for whatever it is that our Master has entrusted to us. I think the principle here is that we are to use whatever our Master has given us in a way that would please him.

    The master is pleased with the two slaves so that at his return he commends them with the same commendations, entrusts them with more, and both are given what I believe to be the ultimate joy that a slave can experience:

    ‘Well done, good and trustworthy slave; you have been trustworthy in a few things; I will put you in charge of many things; enter into the joy of your master.’

    On the other hand, what the slave who was given one talent and what he does with it tells us what not to do with our own, whatever that “talent” might be.

    The wicked and lazy servant hid his one talent

    Why does the servant who is given one talent hide it?

    First, he does not really know his master that well. His own words betray his wrong view of his master. When the master returns and the day of reckoning has come, he said to him,

    “Master, I knew that you were a harsh man, reaping where you did not sow and gathering where you did not scatter, 25 so I was afraid, and I went and hid your talent in the ground. Here you have what is yours.’

    Calling his master “a harsh man” is an unfair judgment, especially because a bond-slave is one who willingly gives herself to a master. Why would a person do that? There must be great reasons why people would give themselves as slaves to a master. When you’re poor and starving, would you rather die, or give yourself as a servant to a master who is known for goodness, kindness, and generosity?

    The wicked and lazy servant, on the day of reckoning, tries to judge his master. And his judgment lacks understanding for even if the master reaps where he did not sow or gathers where he did not scatter, he does not reap and gather for himself. In fact, he does not get his talents back; instead, he gives them back to his slaves who are good and trustworthy and productive! Indeed, the one talent that was given to him is taken away from him and given to the one who has the most talents:

    28 So take the talent from him, and give it to the one with the ten talents. 29 For to all those who have, more will be given, and they will have an abundance, but from those who have nothing, even what they have will be taken away.

    But although a bondslave is regarded to have the highest dignity among slaves, it is not his place to judge his master. He doesn’t get to do that. That’s not the role of a slave. It is the master who is the judge.

    And thus, the master condemns the wicked and lazy slave:

    26 But his master replied, ‘You wicked and lazy slave! You knew, did you, that I reap where I did not sow and gather where I did not scatter? 27 Then you ought to have invested my money with the bankers, and on my return I would have received what was my own with interest.

    Second, the master judges him not because his talent did not yield 100% like the investment of the two other slaves’ but because he is not wise enough to do something about it so that it grows even just a bit, like when it is invested with a banker.

    The language of the master seems to say something like what might happen today if you invest your money in a bank: they offer the lowest return of investment. Nevertheless, if you don’t know how to invest, say in stocks, perhaps the safest and surest way to grow your money is to put in a savings account that yields about 4% annually. But 4% is better than 0%!

    Going back to the wicked and lazy slave, it looks like the master would have given him the same commendation as the good and trustworthy slaves who doubled their money, if he invested his money in a no-sweat “investment for dummies”: with a banker. But he did not. Why? He does not really know his master and what he can do for him, and because he is a lazy servant. And the way he judges his good, kind, and generous master, makes him wicked!

    And so, the master condemns him:

    30 As for this worthless slave, throw him into the outer darkness, where there will be weeping and gnashing of teeth.

    While “the good and trustworthy” slaves are welcomed to the “joy of (their) master, “the wicked and lazy” and “worthless slave” is banished from the presence and joy of his master and to a place of utter darkness and painful sadness and terrible regret.

    Does the Lord know you? Do you know the Lord?
    But doesn’t that look like we are to work for our salvation so that unlike the wicked and lazy and worthless servant we will not be condemned and thrown into the dreadful outer darkness?

    No! Although we may be tempted to get some help by interpreting this parable with the help of other with Scripture texts that, like Ephesians 2:8-10, that might be considered clearer or straightforward on the role of faith and work in our salvation, we do not have to do that. We have enough in this parable and the previous one to make sense of the basis for reward and judgment which seems to have to do with work trustworthiness, laziness, and wickedness, respectively.

    In other words, the parable seems to say that those who are good and work hard will be rewarded with eternal joy in the presence of God; on the other hand, those who are lazy and wicked will be condemned and thrown into hell. But we have to understand that this parable of the talents is closely connected the previous parable of the virgins. There, in the Parable of the Ten Bridesmaid, the young women who had no oil for their lamps and were unprepared for surprise coming of the bridegroom, were pleading for the bridegroom to open the door that was shut: ‘Lord, lord, open to us’ (v. 11), But the Lord replied,

    “Truly I tell you, I do not know you’” (v. 12)

    That statement reminds us of what Jesus said in Matthew 7. After warning his disciples of “false prophets, who come to you in sheep’s clothing but inwardly are ravenous wolves” and who they will know by their fruits or lack thereof (vv. 15-20) he said,

    21 “Not everyone who says to me, ‘Lord, Lord,’ will enter the kingdom of heaven, but only the one who does the will of my Father in heaven. 22 On that day many will say to me, ‘Lord, Lord, did we not prophesy in your name, and cast out demons in your name, and do many mighty works in your name?’ 23 Then I will declare to them, ‘I never knew you; go away from me, you who behave lawlessly.’

    In other words, to be “known” by Jesus is the root and foundation on which anyone who calls Jesus “Lord, Lord” grow from, and like a tree, they will grow and bear good fruits. Doing the will of the Father in heaven is something that only the true children of God can do! Work alone without such relationship with God would not do. Salvation or entering the kingdom of heaven is not based on works, it is based on faith and our relationship with God who gave us his Son so that through faith in him we may be saved from sin and eternal damnation.

    Such faith grows out of our knowledge of God who has revealed himself through his son, our Lord Jesus, who is represented by the in the Parable of the Talent. And that’s why we should not be surprised that the lazy and wicked slave does not really know his master. He judged him as a harsh man and one who exploits his slaves. The truth, however, is that he is a good and generous master who does not get his talents back but instead gives them away to those who are good and trustworthy and whose faith in their master is shown through their faithfulness to him!

    So, the questions we may ask ourselves are these: Does the Lord know me? Do I know the Lord?

    The fullness of the kingdom of God that our Lord will inaugurate when he returns is a place of indescribable joy. To be in the kingdom of heaven and be in the presence of our good, kind, and generous Master and King will be fullness of life made perfect. Our Lord and Master has given himself to us—he lived and died for us–and he provides everything we need to serve and please him. And serving him is not just for his glory and honor but also for our own benefit because he, as Master, owns everything and does not need anything. And that is why he gives it all back to us and shares his joy with us now and more so when he comes again!

    Maranatha! O Lord, come!

    ——

    1 String’s Greek: 1401. δοῦλος (doulos) — a slave (bibleapps.com)
    2 The Four Coins Jesus Knew – CoinsWeekly; see also v. 27, “money” is used for talents

  • “I never gave up, I never raised my hands and said, ‘That’s enough, I can’t take it anymore, you win’… And because of that, I stand tall now, ready for what comes next.’”**

    Did Matthew Perry win or lose in his battle with drugs and alcohol? It’s hard to say and I don’t want to speculate.

    But before he died, Matthew Perry said, “I never gave up, I never raised my hands and said, ‘That’s enough, I can’t take it anymore, you win’… And because of that, I stand tall now, ready for what comes next.’”

    I admire Perry’s determination to never give up. But was it really enough? Did he succeed? I don’t know. But looking at other people who also struggled with drugs and alcohol and failed, it seems that willpower alone is not enough to quit bad habits.

    I’ve been listening to James Clear’s lessons in “Building Habits for Success” on MasterClass.* And in it he also talks about quitting bad habits and uses smoking, the classic bad habit example that many people are trying to quit.

    There may be other ways and techniques to use to win, but rather than focusing on the goal (such as quitting smoking), Clear recommends having a system and using strategies that would help us quit bad habits and build good ones that would lead to success.

    One of the techniques he recommends is to begin with an identity you choose for yourself now, rather than being someone who is trying to achieve a certain goal in the future. Thus when offered a cigarette, you can simply say, “No, thank you…I’m a non-smoker,” rather than say “I’m trying to quit smoking.”

    I think the new identity that you choose for yourself could help greatly, especially if it is socially shared and reinforced (so yeah, Facebook, for example, can be helpful in that regard).

    The Bible says something similar to that:

    “…if anyone is in Christ, the new creation has come: The old has gone, the new is here!” (2 Corinthians 5:17
    New International Version).

    When you share such identity in Christ, your being ‘a new creation in Christ’ can help you live as such!

    *https://www.masterclass.com/classes/small-habits-that-make-a-big-impact-on-your-life?utm_source=Organic-Social-PR&utm_medium=iOS&utm_term=Aq-Remarketing&utm_content=Share; not a paid ad

    **https://www.nbcnews.com/news/us-news/friends-creators-spoke-matthew-perry-2-weeks-died-was-happy-rcna123120

    #matthewperry

  • Nakita ko ang isa ka kahoy
    Nga puno sang mga bulak
    Galing kay daw nagapanaghoy
    Gani nanaog ako kag mangodak

    Nagyuhom gid s’ya dayon
    Kay nakita ko ang iya katahom
    Ang iya yuhom nagpadayon
    Kag nagbalik ang iya paglaum!

    There is Hope 

    I saw this tree—

    Full of flowers 

    But it looked like 

    it was lamenting 

    So I went down to 

    take photos of it 

    Immediately it smiled

    because I saw its beauty

    And it continued to smile 

    And hope returned!

  • It’s there again today

    It’s the ‘Verse of the Day’

    How many times have you read it?

    And how many times have you ignored it?


    Unwise statements abound like a swarm of crazy bees in flight

    And some of the worst come from the political right

    That they think they’re always right is no surprise

    But what could be so unwise?


    Why do I say so?

    You continue to believe the lies, and I tell you so

    But you insist Biden’s inauguration wasn’t the end of the story–

    That DJT will come back in March to stay!


    Really?! Why, oh why?

    Why is illusion’s temptation as irresistible as poop to a fly?

    Perhaps the answer could be found if you scroll down the chapter, maybe twice:

    “…they are dragged away by their own evil desire and enticed.”*


    I’m sure you’d protest that like hell

    Perhaps you’d say, How could it be so evil?

    Trump’s return to power means the death of abortion and support for Israel!

    And you say that as COVID continues to ravage and kill!


    It’s not that I don’t care about unborn babies, or its corresponding theology

    Neither do I ignore Israel’s place in salvation history

    But when you do not have a good sense of priority

    Clearly, wisdom is something I do not see!


    But I assume that lately you haven’t asked God for wisdom

    For if you have, your comments wouldn’t be so dumb

    Even as Trump is going down as one of, if not the, worst in history

    You still wouldn’t do what the Wisest One of all say

    _____________________

    *1:14

  • While enjoying my freshly brewed poured-over coffee this morning, I read Bible Gateway’s Verse of the Day. It is 1 Corinthians 10:13, a Scripture verse that every Christian probably thinks she or he knows very well. And that includes me.

    The verse is so familiar because it is often quoted. To put that in Filipino or Tagalog, ‘Gasgas na!’ And so it is a verse that I suppose many would like to think they have already nailed down. Again, the many  includes me.

    But as I read the verse for the millionth time (I’m exaggerating of course), the very last phrase has caught my exegete eye in a way that it has not before: “…he will also provide a way out so that you can endure it.”

    When “a way out” is provided, it seems natural to think that the hardship and struggle in dealing with the temptation is removed so that the one who is tempted can now easily and quickly get out of the tempted state, like ‘No sweat!’ But it doesn’t appear to be that way.

    The “way out” God provides, whatever that might be,” does not lead to a situation in which the one being tempted is passively led out from a spiritually perilous situation, like being swooped up and out by Wonder Woman and immediately taken to a safe place. But a way out is provided so that “you can endure it (the temptation).”

    From the looks of it, when a way out is provided, the spiritual battle and struggle against temptation has just actually begun! But thank God, because of a way out that has been provided, “you (and I) can endure it” (emphasis mine)!

    The struggle may be long—and longer if the temptation is something that we’ve been badly craving to do—but, thanks be to God who provides us a  way out—we can endure it!

    The question, however, is, Am I willing to use the way out that God provides? Are you?

  • Today is Thanksgiving Day.

    Everyone knows that. What makes this Thanksgiving different is that we are celebrating it in a pandemic. Everyone knows that too! The challenge, however, might be finding things that we can be thankful for today.

    Despite the COVID deaths, lack of money and scarcity of food for many, as well as the risk of catching the deadly virus, there are things that we can be thankful for.

    For one, we can be thankful for the confident assurance already shown by the incoming administration in dealing with the health crisis and, consequently, the stalled economy. We should rejoice in the fact that the pandemic will now be tackled in a scientific, clear, and comprehensive way. And that without the unnecessary drama!

    For us believers, Thanksgiving is a great opportunity to thank God for what we have because of our faith in Christ. While some Christians see their faith and the things they believe in as an escape from this world and its troubles, we should see it differently.

    While we too believe in the hereafter, faith has to be lived out in the here and now. Thus, the following message should be taken as a guide for how we should live our lives now in view of what we have in Christ.

    What are we to thank God for? To answer that question, let us consider 1 Corinthians 1:4-9:

    Thanksgiving

    4 I always thank my God for you because of his grace given you in Christ Jesus. 5 For in him you have been enriched in every way—with all kinds of speech and with all knowledge— 6 God thus confirming our testimony about Christ among you. 7 Therefore you do not lack any spiritual gift as you eagerly wait for our Lord Jesus Christ to be revealed. 8 He will also keep you firm to the end, so that you will be blameless on the day of our Lord Jesus Christ. 9 God is faithful, who has called you into fellowship with his Son, Jesus Christ our Lord.

    That the Corinthian Christians are a spiritually gifted bunch—they “do not lack any spiritual gift” (v.7)—may have been a great help in the ministry of building the church, at least at the start. However, as of Paul’s writing this letter, their giftedness is obviously not serving them well.

    The Corinthians are divided (vs. 10-17) and some of them “have become arrogant” (4:18) apparently because they “already have all (they) want…[and] have become rich!” (v. 8). Paul’s words of thanks for the Corinthians must therefore be understood within the context of their division and personal arrogance, among other weaknesses.

    The way Paul does it is quite subtle. And yet, if the Corinthians, who may have boasted for being wise (which 1:26-31 seems to imply), read his letter very carefully, they would not miss Paul’s unmistakable message.

    Paul begins by letting the Corinthians know that he “always thank[s]…God for [them]” (v. 4). Yes, despite their immaturity—being still “mere infants in Christ” (3:1) and pride. Paul’s thanksgiving for the Corinthians serves as an ego-shrinking message. How is that?

    Clearly, the Corinthians could not boast about their gifts or whatever spiritual riches they might think they have. They did not create their giftedness on their own: “grace is given [them] in Christ Jesus” (v. 4).  

    And although they might be tempted to trust in themselves for gaining God’s favor (perhaps because of their being gifted and big ego), Paul was thankful that their future in Christ is secure, not because of them or their ability, but because of  God who “will also keep [them] firm to the end, so that [they] will be blameless [despite their sins] on the day of our Lord Jesus Christ,” and because “God is faithful” (verses 8-9).

    In other words, there is no basis for Corinthians’ boasting—everything they have have been given to them by God!

    Today, we too might be tempted to thank God for me when we ought to thank God for him and his grace. We might be tempted to thank God for me because…

    I am not like those sinners who, for example, belong to a political party of ‘baby murderers’,

    I faithfully give 10% of my income to my church (well, most of the time),

    I am more obedient to God than those, say, who do not observe Old Testament festivals, rituals, and commandments,

    and I am more deserving of the ‘heavenly crowns (plural)’ than others who, in my estimation, are really fake Christians who I don’t expect to see ‘in the air’ or ‘in the clouds’ at rapture as they will be left behind in a chaotic world and suffer the wrath of an angry God.

    When we tend to thank God for me rather than him and his grace, it might help us overcome the temptation if we read again and again (yes, even if we have already done so many times before) the parable of Jesus in Luke 18:9-14 :

    The Parable of the Pharisee and the Tax Collector

    To some who were confident of their own righteousness and looked down on everyone else, Jesus told this parable: 10 “Two men went up to the temple to pray, one a Pharisee and the other a tax collector. 11 The Pharisee stood by himself and prayed: ‘God, I thank you that I am not like other people—robbers, evildoers, adulterers—or even like this tax collector. 12 I fast twice a week and give a tenth of all I get.

    13 “But the tax collector stood at a distance. He would not even look up to heaven, but beat his breast and said, ‘God, have mercy on me, a sinner.’

    14 I tell you that this man, rather than the other, went home justified before God (italics added). For all those who exalt themselves will be humbled, and those who humble themselves will be exalted.”

  • Got Animal Instincts?

    The horse apparently understands it is being helped. Sometimes humans do not have the same commendable instincts–they think you’re there to put them down. So they try to knock you down with a beastly kick.

    And some Christians are no different. When they see you not having the same bright red color–‘the color of the righteous’–they conclude you have the ‘devil’s color’: blue. Yes, even if you’re not ‘blue’ at all and your only motive is to bring the light of truth to dispel the darkness of lies.

    Today, I read 1 Thessalonians 5 and I wondered how I might apply verse 11 and not be misunderstood: “Therefore encourage one another and build each other up, just as in fact you are doing.”

  • “I am the chosen one.”
     THE WASHINGTON POST/GETTY IMAGES

    Dear friends,

    Thank you for sharing your thoughts through the comments you made on my Facebook posts as well as the messages and links you sent through Messenger. To me, that means you are concerned, as I am, about the current affairs.

    I also appreciate the attempts you have made to defend Donald Trump and the efforts to try to show that you are right, and I am wrong, about him. The time you invested in conversing with me must mean that you care about me and that you’re worried that I ‘get it wrong’. I feel that strongly from those of you who claim that Trump is ‘God’s chosen one.’

    But why would I believe Donald Trump has been chosen by God to lead this country and the world? Should I believe simply because someone says he is? Or, because he himself claimed “I am the chosen one”? On the contrary, I should not believe Trump especially because he claims he is!

    Who would believe Donald Trump? According to his own niece, a clinical psychologist, he uses lying “as a power play”? If you are honest to yourself, you cannot deny that he lies all the time! But of course, you wouldn’t really know that if your sources of information are only Fox News and those that Trump recommends or whose stories align with the ‘neo-Republican’ narrative.

    Ted Cruz on Donald Trump: “This man is a pathological liar.”
    Still is. It has not changed.

    You have not said it directly, but I have a feeling that some of you think I am lost. In the course of arguing for the idea that Donald Trump is the candidate to support (because, citing Christian author, Eric Metaxas, “US President Donald Trump’s thoughts and values have evolved over the years to ones that align with a Christian worldview“, which is really a big joke), one of you asked me, point blank, “How did you get radicalized?”

    After a brief shock (“What?”), I said, “…If facts and truth make me a radical, so be it. Jesus was too!” That is why the Lord was crucified (that’s aside from the theological answer, which I assume you know).

    But let us just forget everything I’ve said. Let us take it for granted that you are right, and I am wrong. Let us see how that would go.

    If I remember it right, most of you have claimed, in one way or another, that Donald Trump is ‘God’s chosen one.’ So, he’s more than just an ‘abrasive individual’ who is like Nebuchadnezzar, as some of you have said. He is the anointed one, ‘the king’ who has already come!

    No one has expressed such grandiose view of Donald Trump more than Wayne Allyn Root, who described himself as a “Jew turned evangelical Christian.” Such praise had not escaped Trump’s attention. How could it? Wowed by a comment worthy of royalty—no, a god!—he tweets:

    “Thank you to Wayne Allyn Root for the very nice words. ‘President Trump is the greatest President for Jews and for Israel in the history of the world, not just America, he is the best President for Israel in the history of the world…and the Jewish people in Israel love him….[sic].

    “…like he’s the King of Israel. They love him like he is the second coming of God…But American Jews don’t know him or like him. They don’t even know what they’re doing or saying anymore. It makes no sense! But that’s OK, if he keeps doing what he’s doing, he’s good for…..[sic].

    …..[sic] all Jews, Blacks, Gays, everyone. And importantly, he’s good for everyone in America who wants a job.’ Wow!”

    “They love him like the second coming of God”? Wow!”

    It is no secret that many conservative Christians think highly of President Trump. He has consistently maintained high approval ratings from white evangelicals since he won the majority of white evangelicals and white Catholics in the 2016 election.

    That statement seems to correlate with one message I received that goes:

    “We are in the last days, almost at the time of Christ’s second coming, I’m sure.

    “Did you notice that the first horseman in the Apocalypse (Book of Revelation; Chapter 6, verse 2) is about a rider wearing a crown (corona), and it came out conquering?

    “As far as I know, this “corona” virus has conquered all humankind into fear, death, and stagnation of the world economy.”

    Intrigued, I looked up Revelation 6:2 and read it closely: “And I saw, and behold a white horse: and he that sat on him had a bow; and a crown was given unto him: and he went forth conquering, and to conquer” (KJV).

    Trump “was given ‘corona ‘virus’”

    What my friend, who supports Trump, perhaps missed is that “a crown (which he interprets as “‘corona’ virus”) was given unto him”. Since we are taking it for granted that he is—and all my friends, for that matter are—right, who comes out as the one who was given the corona virus?

    You got it: Donald Trump!

    I spent many years in seminary studying and exegeting Bible passages, but I must confess I am not a Revelation expert. So for now, I leave it to those who are and trust their conclusion: most scholars agree that the horseman of Revelation 6:2 who was given the crown is the Antichrist.

    Hilton Sutton, who fundamentalist Christians regard as “was one of the world’s foremost authorities on the prophetic Scriptures, with a special love for the majestic book of Revelation,” believes that the rider on this white horse is the man destined to become the Antichrist. “Sutton refers to Daniel 9:24-27 for a description of how this Antichrist will come to power. He will make a covenant of peace between Israel and its adversaries for a seven-year period, referred to as ‘one week’.”

    So if my friend is right, and the experts’ interpretation that the horseman is the Antichrist, who then fits the role today?

    You are right: Donald Trump!

    Note that the white horse rider carries a bow, a weapon of war, but no arrows!

    Strangely, John makes no mention of arrows or a quiver, although we may infer the former, since a bow is nearly worthless without arrows. (Then again, the lack of arrows may suggest war fought, not with blood-letting weapons, but with words or ideas (italics mine); see Psalm 11:2; 64:2-4; Jeremiah 9:8; Ephesians 6:16.) A bow is a purely offensive weapon, even more so than a sword, and is highly effective from long range…. Thus, the foremost idea behind this biblical symbol is powerful, penetrating, deadly accuracy with an intimation of distance (emphasis added).

    Who fits the picture of a man who fights not with a sword but with words?

    Right: Donald Trump!

    What if Donald Trump is indeed ‘the chosen one’ but chosen not by God but by the evil one?

    What if he is the Antichrist, the trump or “little horn” that Daniel 7:8 that “spoke boastfully”? (See also Donald Trump ― 666 Fifth Avenue Mark of the Beast, Born on a Blood Moon! Is Donald Trump the Anti-Christ?…).

    What if the Seventh Day Adventists are right?

    “…the little horn of Daniel 7 is none other than Donald J. Trump. There has never been a United States president like him; of him could the prophet accurately say, ‘After them another king will arise, different from the earlier ones’….

    “It is significant that when the prophet saw the little horn in vision, he notes his mouth. Trump’s bragging, pouting mouth is his most frequently caricatured feature.”

    What if my former New Testament professor is right? In a message he sent to me, he wrote, “He is unquestionably one of a long line of Antichrists in history. The Republican party is the second Beast of Revelation 13. Christians who vote for him are marking themselves with 666.”

    What if you are right about Donald Trump being the chosen one, but not by God?

    What if Donald Trump is an anti-Christ, if not the Antichrist?

    What if your support of him will result in him winning the election?

    And what if, because of victory, he would begin to believe that he is not just a mere man–that he is divine and the “the second coming of God”?

    Just imagine what Donald Trump might do if he is emboldened by your vote of confidence and faith in him. The tremendous surge of power and invincibility, I am afraid, would inspire in Trump a deeper level of narcissism and a new and more grandiose image of himself. The “little horn” might just believe he is the Messiah, albeit a false one, and one who would bring more chaos to the world.

    “I am your president of law and order!”

    It’s up to you, my friends. But think about it.

    May God give you wisdom and a clear mind.

    Sincerely in Christ,

    Ed Fernandez

  • Big Boy was standing close to Booba’s face
    I encouraged Sleepy softly…
    …told him he could come in…
    …that it was okay to say goodbye.
    …he had settled just below Booba’s feet…

    It was between 3 and 4 this afternoon when I stepped into the bathroom and found Booba tucked into the narrow space between the toilet and the wall. His breath was thin, his body soft with the kind of surrender that comes near the end. At his age—well into his 90s in cat years—there was a quietness around him that felt like a threshold.

    Big Boy was the first one I saw. He’s never been a small cat; even when he was young, he was larger than the others, which is how he earned his name. He was standing close to Booba’s face, almost like a sentinel keeping watch. When I entered, he didn’t dart away. Instead, he stepped aside—slowly, deliberately—as if giving me the space to be with Booba, as if saying, You can take this moment.

    Then I noticed Sleepy approaching. Sleepy isn’t small either, though his name makes him sound gentle. He always looks a little drowsy, even when he’s fully awake. He paused at the doorway, unsure. I encouraged him softly, told him he could come in, that it was okay to say goodbye. But he hesitated—maybe because I was already in the room, maybe because the moment felt heavy.

    I stepped out for a bit.

    When I returned, the scene had shifted. Sleepy had crossed the threshold. He wasn’t pressed against Booba—there wasn’t room for that—but he had settled just below Booba’s feet, lying on the towel, part of his body touching his grandfather’s. It was a quiet, respectful nearness. Close enough to accompany. Gentle enough not to overwhelm. Big Boy watched from a little distance now, as if the family had rearranged itself into its final formation.

    Standing there, I felt the echo of so many hospice rooms. The way grandchildren hover at the edge of the bed, gathering courage. The way they step forward when something inside them whispers, It’s time. The way presence—simple, steady, unforced—becomes its own kind of blessing.

    And I wondered, not in a mystical way but in a lived, grounded one, whether the sacred presence I try to offer at the bedsides of dying patients is something animals sense too. Not the theology. Not the words. Just the steadiness. The quiet. The willingness to be near without asking anything of the one who is leaving.

    Maybe presence is presence, no matter the species. Maybe the sacred doesn’t require language. Maybe it just asks for nearness.

    This afternoon, in that hour between 3 and 4, in a bathroom corner between a toilet and a wall, a vigil formed. Big Boy stepped back. Sleepy stepped forward. And love did what it always does at the end—accompanied, softened, remained.

  • When the shelves thin and the lines stretch, it’s not just goods being hoarded — it’s the illusion of control.

    My wife spoke with her sister in the Philippines tonight, and the tremor in her voice said everything before the words even arrived. Long lines at gas stations. Panic buying. Families afraid that tomorrow’s prices will rise beyond what they can manage. And as we listened, it became clear that this isn’t just a Manila story. It’s Jakarta. It’s Yangon. It’s parts of Europe. It’s the quiet, spreading fear that comes when global conflict ripples outward into the daily lives of people who already live close to the edge.

    This is where the prophetic voice must speak plainly: the poor always pay first. When nations escalate conflict, when powerful governments make decisions insulated from consequence, the impact lands on the jeepney driver who needs fuel to work, the grandmother who cooks with gas, the street vendor who depends on deliveries that now cost more than they earn. These are not abstractions. They are the human cost of geopolitical ambition.

    But the pastoral voice stands beside this truth, not to soften it, but to hold the people who feel it most. Behind every headline about “markets” are families trying to stretch a meal. Behind every chart showing rising oil prices is a worker wondering if tomorrow’s commute will cost more than their wages. Behind every policy decision are communities who had no say in the matter, yet bear the consequences in real time.

    Tonight I find myself holding both voices at once. I lament how quickly fear spreads when systems are fragile by design. I grieve the way global tensions become local burdens, how the world’s poorest are asked again and again to absorb shocks they did not create. And yet I also feel the pastoral pull to steady the heart — to remind us that compassion is not powerless, that solidarity is not naïve, that clarity is not the enemy of hope.

    We cannot control the decisions of governments, but we can refuse to let indifference become the air we breathe. We can insist that public discourse name the human cost of conflict before the political one. We can choose generosity over panic, steadiness over despair, and truth over abstraction. And in doing so, we bear witness to a deeper reality: even in a world trembling with uncertainty, we are not alone, and we are not without responsibility.

    This moment calls for courage that is both moral and tender — the kind that sees clearly, speaks honestly, and still chooses to care.

  • Spring Light, Las Vegas

    Some days, the desert is a hush—
    a pale blue bowl of sky,
    air so tender it feels borrowed,
    and the sun, newly awake,
    warming the world as if by accident.

    Other days, it stirs—
    clouds drifting in like slow‑moving thoughts,
    rain offering its brief, silver whisper,
    and the wind, when it rises,
    carrying the faint perfume of beginnings.

    I live between these moods—
    the bright and the muted, the still and the trembling.
    Spring teaches in half‑sentences,
    in the way light lengthens quietly,
    in the way a single green blade
    can tilt the whole day toward hope.

    The desert speaks in contrasts:
    silence that shimmers,
    heat that blesses,
    and the barest ground holding tight
    to a bloom it has not yet revealed.

    So I rise,
    whether the sky is tender or wild,
    whether the breeze is shy or insistent,
    and I live—
    not around the desert,
    but through it,
    as it opens itself,
    one bright breath at a time.

  • Dementia Care: What Clinicians Should Know About the Human Experience Behind Cognitive Decline

    Dementia affects far more than memory. While clinicians often describe it through cognitive markers—changes in recall, language, and executive function—the lived experience is deeply emotional, relational, and existential. As a hospice chaplain who regularly accompanies patients with dementia and their families, I see how the condition reshapes identity and connection in ways that clinical language alone cannot capture. Understanding this human dimension helps practitioners provide care that is both accurate and compassionate.

    Emotional Awareness Often Outlasts Memory
    Even as cognitive abilities decline, many patients retain a strong emotional sensitivity. They may not remember names or recognize familiar places, but they can still perceive tone, presence, and intention. A calm voice or predictable routine often provides grounding when the world feels unstable. For clinicians, emotional consistency becomes a therapeutic tool that reduces distress and supports safety.

    Identity Loss and the Fear of “Disappearing”
    Patients with dementia sometimes ask repetitive questions—“Where am I?” “Who are you?”—that reflect more than confusion. These questions often carry deeper concerns: Am I safe? Am I still myself? Recognizing this existential layer helps practitioners respond with reassurance rather than correction. This approach preserves dignity and reduces anxiety, especially during moments of disorientation.

    Presence as a Primary Mode of Communication
    In advanced stages of dementia, verbal communication may fade, but relational presence remains powerful. Patients often respond to familiar sensory cues—music, scents, touch, or the rhythm of a loved one’s voice. In hospice settings, I’ve seen patients relax at the sound of a favorite hymn or the feel of a familiar blanket. These small interventions help maintain connection when language no longer can.

    Families Experience Their Own Form of Grief
    Dementia creates a parallel emotional journey for families. They may grieve the gradual loss of personality, shared memories, and relational patterns. Feelings of guilt, frustration, and helplessness are common. Clinicians who acknowledge this emotional complexity help families feel supported rather than overwhelmed. Clear communication, validation, and practical guidance can ease the burden of anticipatory grief.

    A Holistic Approach Improves Care
    Effective dementia care blends clinical accuracy with human‑centered communication. When practitioners explain the condition clearly, validate emotional experiences, offer strategies for connection, and support families through changing roles, they create a care environment that strengthens trust and improves quality of life. This integrated approach honors both the science of dementia and the humanity of the person living with it.

  • In the wake of Congress’ late but earnest attempt to restrain further military action, I find myself holding two truths at once: their effort is morally commendable, and yet it arrives only after irreversible harm has already been done. This lament rises from that tension—the sorrow of lives lost before the debate began, and the grief of watching our institutions move too slowly to protect those caught in the path of power.

    ‘Congress’ war over the war’

    A Psalm of Lament for a Too‑Late Mercy

    1. O God, we see our lawmakers rise with resolve, offering measures shaped by conscience and care, yet their courage comes after the fire has already fallen.
    2. Their effort is worthy of honor, for restraint is a righteous instinct, but their timing is a wound—a mercy offered after the graves have been dug.
    3. They seek to stay the president’s hand, to slow the violence, to reclaim their duty, yet the missiles have already written their testimony in the dust of ruined streets and the silence of the dead.
    4. How long, O Lord, will our institutions move at the pace of procedure while our weapons move at the speed of devastation?
    5. Hear the cries of those who perished before the debate even began. Let their absence echo in every chamber where decisions are made too slowly to save them.
    6. Bless the lawmakers who choose care, but teach us that care delayed becomes care diminished, and that moral clarity must stand at the door before the first strike, not after the second.
    7. Break the pride that trusts in unchecked power. Break the illusion that one man’s urgency should outweigh the world’s fragile peace.
    8. Restore to us a nation where life is not an afterthought, where restraint is not symbolic, where compassion is not a gesture made after the damage is irreversible.
    9. Receive the fallen into Your mercy, and receive our lament as the confession of a people who acted too late.
    10. Teach us to build a future where care is not merely commendable but consequential, and where the instinct of our leaders is to guard life before it is lost. Amen.

  • Reading Franklin Graham’s comments on the recent American Worldview Inventory conducted by the Cultural Research Center at Arizona Christian University,, I found myself thinking about how easily we reduce salvation to slogans. “Accept Jesus as your personal Savior and Lord” has become the shorthand in many evangelical circles — and while there’s truth in it, it’s not the whole story. It risks turning salvation into a moment rather than a life.

    I say this as someone shaped by both Catholic and evangelical traditions. I’ve lived inside two communities that often misunderstand each other: evangelicals accusing Catholics of “works‑righteousness,” and Catholics seeing evangelicals as promoting “easy believism.” But when you actually sit with the New Testament, especially Paul, the picture is far more integrated than either side’s caricature.

    Evangelicals love Ephesians 2:8–9 — and rightly so.

    “By grace you have been saved through faith… not by works.”

    But the sentence isn’t complete until verse 10:

    “For we are God’s workmanship, created in Christ Jesus for good works.”

    Paul isn’t contradicting himself. He’s describing the full arc of salvation:
    We are not saved by good works, but we are absolutely saved for them.

    Even Romans — the letter most associated with justification by faith — refuses to separate faith from the life it produces. Romans 6–8 is Paul’s long meditation on what happens after justification: a life reshaped by the Spirit, a new obedience, a new creation. Grace is not passive. It is not a loophole. It is not a theological transaction. It is transformation.

    This is where Graham’s framing feels too narrow. When salvation is reduced to a single moment of “accepting Christ,” it becomes easy to treat faith as something we possess rather than something that possesses us. Catholics have always emphasized that faith must be embodied in works of love. Evangelicals emphasize that salvation is by grace alone. But the New Testament holds these together without tension.

    Paul never imagines a faith that justifies but does not also sanctify. James never imagines works that save apart from faith. Jesus never imagines discipleship without obedience.

    So when a survey shows pastors disagreeing on certain doctrinal questions, the answer isn’t to label them “false teachers.” It’s to recognize that Christians have always interpreted Scripture through different lenses — historical, cultural, theological, pastoral. Interpretation isn’t a failure of faith. It’s the work of faith.

    If anything, the diversity in the Barna survey should remind us that the church is broader than any one tradition’s doctrinal checklist. The real question isn’t whether pastors align with a particular worldview inventory. It’s whether their teaching leads people toward Christlikeness — toward the kind of faith Paul describes, the kind that expresses itself in love, justice, mercy, and good works prepared by God.

    The gospel is bigger than the categories we use to measure it. And the grace that saves us is the same grace that calls us into a life that looks like Jesus.

  • A reflection on Matthew 4:1–11

    There are moments in life when everything feels stripped down. When the noise fades, the routines fall away, and we’re left with ourselves— our desires, our fears, our habits, our hopes.

    Scripture calls that place the wilderness.

    It isn’t always a desert. Sometimes it’s a season of uncertainty, a time of waiting, a stretch of life where we feel exposed or unsettled.

    But the wilderness is not only a place of testing. It is a place of becoming. A place where God gently reveals who we are— and who we are called to be.

    And in Matthew’s story of Jesus in the wilderness, we don’t just learn about Jesus. We learn about ourselves. We see the parts of us that want to be self‑made, the parts that want to be impressive, the parts that want control. But we also see the possibility of becoming someone different— someone more grounded, more faithful, more whole.

    So we enter the story with one quiet question in our hearts:

    Who are you becoming.

    Self‑Made or God‑Directed

    Jesus begins hungry—forty days hungry. And the tempter comes with a suggestion that sounds almost harmless:

    “You have the power. Fix this yourself.”

    It’s the temptation to be self‑made. To rely on our own strength, our own cleverness, our own ability to make things happen.

    And I recognize that voice. The part of me that wants to handle everything alone. The part that trusts my gifts more than the Giver. The part that believes I can build my own life if I just try hard enough.

    But Jesus shows another way. He refuses to turn stones into bread because he refuses to turn himself into the source of his own life.

    He chooses to live by the Word that comes from God.

    And that’s the invitation for us: to become people who depend on God— not passively, not irresponsibly— but with gratitude for the gifts we have and humility about the One who sustains us.

    Scripture Truth or Spectacular Stunts

    Then the scene shifts. The devil takes Jesus to the temple and quotes Scripture— not to reveal God’s heart, but to twist it.

    “Jump. Make God catch you. Prove who you are.”

    It’s the temptation to make faith loud, to make obedience impressive, to turn spirituality into a performance.

    And again—I see myself. The part that wants to look good doing God’s work. The part that wants to be admired for being faithful. The part that can slip into hypocrisy without even noticing.

    But Jesus refuses the stunt. He refuses to make God a prop. He refuses to turn trust into a test.

    He chooses the quiet path— the path where faith is lived, not displayed.

    And that’s the invitation for us: to become people who quietly do God’s will, without spectacle, without applause, without pretending to be more than we are.

    Servant of God or the Devil

    And then the final temptation. No subtlety now. Just a blunt offer:

    “All the kingdoms. All the glory. All the power. Just bow.”

    It’s the temptation to trade integrity for influence, to trade loyalty for success, to trade our soul for something that looks like a shortcut.

    And Jesus answers with clarity and strength: “Away with you. Worship the Lord your God, and serve only him.”

    And again—I see myself. The part that wants control. The part that wants to shape the world on my terms. The part that wants to be important.

    But Jesus shows us that the kingdom of God cannot be gained by compromise. It cannot be built on ego. It cannot be won by bowing to anything less than God.

    And that’s the invitation for us: to become people who are loyal to God— to truth, to love, to kindness, to the things that make us whole— and to refuse the voices that ask us to sell our soul for anything less.

    The wilderness is not just a place Jesus went. It is a place we all know. A place where our desires are exposed, where our ego is revealed, where our loyalties are tested.

    But it is also the place where we can become new.

    A person who depends on God. A person who does good quietly. A person who worships with integrity.

    The wilderness asks us—not harshly, but honestly—

    Who are you becoming.

    Closing Prayer

    Holy God, You meet us in the wilderness— in the quiet places, in the honest places, in the places where our hearts are laid bare.

    Give us the courage to depend on You when we are tempted to rely only on ourselves. Give us the humility to do Your will quietly when we are tempted to perform for others. Give us the strength to stay loyal to You when we are tempted by easier paths and louder promises.

    Shape us into people who reflect Your truth, Your kindness, Your love.

    And as we walk through our own wilderness, help us hear Your gentle question— and help us answer it with our lives:

    Who are you becoming.

  • A Pastoral-Theological Reflection on Digital Self-Doubt

    I clicked on a Facebook ad without thinking much of it.

    It named something familiar: distraction, procrastination, the slow, wandering path of creative work. The ad promised clarity in three minutes — a quick test to “understand my mind.” And because I’m a writer, and because I’m human, I tapped “Learn more.”

    The quiz was simple enough. A few questions about focus, motivation, and forgetfulness. But as I moved through it, I felt something shift. The questions weren’t neutral. They nudged me toward interpreting ordinary human experiences as symptoms. And at the end, the quiz delivered its predetermined conclusion: You have ADHD.
    Conveniently followed by a counselor ready to help.

    It wasn’t a diagnosis.
    It was a funnel.

    And that realization became the real point of discernment.

    The Digital Moment That Makes You Doubt Yourself

    There’s a particular kind of vulnerability that digital platforms know how to exploit. It’s the moment when you’re tired, reflective, or simply curious enough to wonder:

    Is this normal?
    Is something wrong with me?

    The quiz didn’t just ask questions. It invited me to reinterpret my own humanity through the lens of pathology. It suggested that my creative rhythms — the circling, the pausing, the slow burn of writing — were signs of disorder rather than signs of craft.

    That’s when I realized:
    The quiz wasn’t diagnosing me.
    It was shaping me.

    The Oldest Temptation in a New Digital Form

    Theologically, this moment echoes one of the oldest human vulnerabilities. In Genesis 3, the serpent doesn’t begin with rebellion. It begins with a question:

    “Did God really say…?”

    The goal is not information.
    The goal is destabilization.

    Digital self‑diagnosis tools often function the same way:

    • “Do you really know yourself?”
    • “Are you sure this isn’t a disorder?”
    • “What if your normal struggles are actually pathology?”

    The quiz becomes a mirror that distorts rather than reflects.

    It whispers:
    Maybe you’re not who you think you are.

    When Marketing Masquerades as Care

    Pastoral theology insists on a crucial distinction:

    Care is relational.
    Marketing is transactional.

    A pastor, clinician, or spiritual director begins with you — your story, your history, your context, your dignity.

    A digital funnel begins with your vulnerability — and moves you toward a product.

    This is not to demonize technology.
    It’s to name the difference between:

    • discernment and diagnosis
    • relationship and retention
    • care and conversion metrics

    When a quiz tells you who you are and then immediately offers a paid solution, it’s not practicing care. It’s practicing strategy.

    The Human Reality: Not All Distraction Is Disorder

    One of the quiet gifts of pastoral theology is its refusal to reduce the human person to symptoms.

    Writers procrastinate.
    Artists wander.
    Pastors pause, reflect, and return.
    Humans get tired, overwhelmed, or bored.

    None of this is inherently pathological.

    In fact, much of what we call “distraction” is actually:

    • incubation
    • creative gestation
    • subconscious processing
    • the mind circling a truth it isn’t ready to articulate

    My writing practice — slow, deliberate, recursive — is not evidence of ADHD.
    It’s evidence of craft.

    The quiz didn’t reveal a diagnosis.
    It revealed a marketing strategy.

    The Theological Core: You Are Not a Problem to Be Solved

    Christian anthropology begins with a declaration:

    “It is good.”

    Before sin, before struggle, before distraction, before diagnosis —
    the human person is named as good.

    Digital diagnostic culture reverses this order.
    It begins with:

    “You are probably broken. Let us tell you how.”

    Pastoral theology insists on the opposite:

    “You are beloved. Let us discern what is happening within that belovedness.”

    This doesn’t dismiss real mental‑health conditions.
    It simply refuses to let algorithms define the soul.

    Discernment Over Diagnosis

    A real ADHD assessment is relational, contextual, and careful.
    It involves:

    • a clinician
    • a history
    • a conversation
    • a story
    • a community

    A three‑minute quiz cannot hold a human life.

    But pastoral discernment can.

    The question is not, Do I have ADHD?
    The deeper question is:

    What is this moment revealing about how I understand myself?

    And even deeper:

    Who gets to name me?

    A quiz?
    An ad?
    A marketing funnel?
    Or the God who calls you beloved?

    A Pastoral Word for the Digital Age

    We live in a time when algorithms try to tell us who we are before we’ve had a chance to remember whose we are.

    Digital tools can help us.
    But they can also shrink us.

    They can illuminate.
    But they can also distort.

    And so the pastoral invitation is simple:

    Be slow to let a screen define you.
    Be slower still to let it diagnose you.
    And be anchored in the truth that your identity is not a product of your

    data, your habits, or your attention span — but of your belovedness.

    Because at the end of the day, an algorithm can measure patterns, but it cannot hold a story.

    It can track your clicks, but it cannot trace your calling.

    It can predict your behavior, but it cannot perceive your soul.

    Only relationship can do that.

    Only community can do that.

    Only God can do that.

    So the next time a quiz tries to tell you who you are, pause.

    Take a breath.

    Remember that you are more than your browser history, more than your distractions, more than your productivity, more than your wandering mind.

    You are a person in process.

    A life unfolding.

    A soul being shaped in ways no algorithm can quantify.

    And perhaps the most pastoral thing we can say in this digital age is simply this:

    You are not a problem to be solved.

    You are a mystery to be tended.

    And you are held — not by metrics, but by mercy.

  • China and the United States are two big countries with very different ways of doing things. Imagine China as someone painting with a brush—slow, careful, and steady. Now picture the U.S. as a jazz musician—fast, creative, and always changing the tune.

    China plans far ahead. Its leaders build cities, trains, and technology with long-term goals. They don’t change direction often, and they like things to stay organized. People follow rules, and the government makes most of the big decisions.

    The U.S. is more like a jam session. Every few years, a new president comes in and changes the song. Some people love the freedom to speak up and try new ideas. Others feel frustrated when plans get reversed and progress gets delayed.

    China’s way can feel calm and powerful—but it doesn’t always let people speak freely. The U.S. can feel exciting and full of choices—but sometimes it’s messy and hard to agree on things.

    Both countries have strengths. Both have problems. And both are trying to shape the future in their own way.

    So instead of asking which one is better, maybe we can learn from both. From China’s steady brushstrokes, we learn patience and planning. From America’s jazz notes, we learn creativity and courage.

    Together, they show us that the world needs both rhythm and reason. And maybe, just maybe, we can find a new way to play—one that brings out the best in everyone.

  • I’ve been reflecting on something that science and faith seem to agree on: when the brain goes quiet, consciousness doesn’t disappear—it returns to something bigger.

    A 2025 study published in Nature Human Behaviour found that under deep anesthesia, the brain’s unique “fingerprint”—the pattern that makes you you—completely fades (Nature Human Behaviour, 2025). The networks that hold your memories, your sense of self, your story… they all go silent. And yet, when the anesthesia wears off, your awareness returns. Your “I Am” comes back.

    This has led some scientists to ask: maybe the brain doesn’t ‘create’ consciousness. Maybe it ‘conducts’ it—like a radio tuning into a signal. When the radio breaks, the signal doesn’t vanish. It just stops being heard through that device.

    Dr. Stuart Hameroff (Hameroff, 2022) and physicist Sir Roger Penrose (Penrose, 1994) believe that consciousness flows through quantum processes in the brain’s microtubules. When those processes collapse, awareness fades. When they restart, the self returns.

    I’ve also seen research by Dr. Robert Hesse and The Contemplative Network showing that prayer, compassion, and forgiveness increase coherence in both brain and heart rhythms (Hesse, 2023). That means these spiritual practices may help us tune into the field of consciousness more clearly. Maybe faith isn’t just belief—it’s a way of aligning with something real and measurable.

    So what happens when the brain dies?

    If the brain is a conductor, then death isn’t the end of consciousness. It’s the moment when the signal returns fully to the field. The “I Am” may dissolve into something universal. Or—if Christ’s resurrection was historical—it may be retrieved. Not just remembered, but reawakened.

    The resurrection, to me, is more than a miracle. It’s a message: that our identity is not lost in death. It’s held. It’s known. It can be restored.

    “In God we live and move and have our being.” (Acts 17:28)

    Science and faith are not enemies. They’re two ways of describing the same mystery. And when the brain goes silent, consciousness does not fade into nothing. It fades into everything.


  • By Ed Fernandez

    In the wake of Charlie Kirk’s tragic death, many in the evangelical world have rushed to memorialize him as a bold truth-teller and defender of Christian values. But for Black communities and their allies, this moment demands more than mourning—it demands honesty.

    Kirk’s legacy, like that of 19th-century theologian Robert L. Dabney, is a study in contradiction. Both men were articulate defenders of Christian orthodoxy. Both were also unapologetic opponents of Black dignity and testimony. Dabney, revered in Reformed circles, wrote extensively in defense of slavery and white supremacy. Kirk, in more modern terms, used his platform to undermine Black narratives, often cloaking his rhetoric in appeals to free speech and patriotism.

    Theological brilliance cannot excuse moral blindness. As Black theologians like James Cone and Willie Jennings have long argued, any theology that ignores the suffering of the oppressed is not merely incomplete—it is complicit. Cone’s Black Liberation Theology reframed the gospel as a message of emancipation, not empire. Jennings exposed how Western theology has historically been entangled with racial hierarchies and colonial power.

    Today, communities are reckoning with these legacies. Churches are revisiting the heroes they once celebrated. Seminaries are re-evaluating the texts they teach. And Black scholars are offering counter-narratives that center truth, justice, and memory.

    This is not about erasing history. It’s about telling the whole story. Mourning Kirk’s death should not mean silencing the voices he spent his life opposing. Sympathy and accountability are not mutually exclusive. If we are to move forward, we must confront the theological traditions that have too often sanctified exclusion—and listen to the communities that have borne the cost.

  • Living Awake to What We’ve Been Given

    Parable of the Talents

    Matthew 25:14–30

    By Ed Fernandez

    Some stories in Scripture don’t just teach—they wake us up. The Parable of the Talents is one of those stories. It’s not just about money or productivity. It’s about readiness. It’s about trust. It’s about knowing the Master—and being known by him.

    Jesus tells this parable to help us understand what it means to live faithfully while we wait for his return. And he doesn’t give us a checklist. He gives us a story. A story about a master, three servants, and the difference between trust and fear.

    The Master Goes Away

    Jesus begins:

    “For it is as if a man, going on a journey, summoned his slaves and entrusted his property to them…” (Matthew 25:14)

    The man in the story is clearly a stand-in for Jesus himself. He’s going away—but not forever. His departure points to his death, resurrection, and ascension. And his return? That’s the hope we live by.

    This is the truth we proclaim every time we gather at the Lord’s Table:

    “Christ has died. Christ is risen. Christ will come again.”

    That’s the arc of our faith—the sweep of salvation history. And we live in the “in-between”—between resurrection and return. In that space, we’re not called to wait passively. We’re entrusted with something. Something valuable. Something that belongs to the Master.

    Serving the Master Is Not Optional

    The servants in the parable aren’t given suggestions. They’re given responsibility. And not just any responsibility—they’re entrusted with the Master’s own property.

    The Greek word used here for “slave” is δοῦλος1 (doulos)—a bond-slave. Someone who willingly and wholeheartedly offers themselves to serve a chosen master. Strong’s Greek word studies says this term is used with the highest dignity in the New Testament—referring to believers who live under Christ’s authority as devoted followers.

    That’s us. Jesus is our Master. We are his doulos. And serving him? Not optional. He owns everything. We own nothing. Everything we have—our time, our gifts, our breath—is his.

    What Are We Entrusted With?

    In the parable, the master entrusts his servants with talents.2 These aren’t skills or abilities—though the word has come to mean that in English. In Jesus’ time, a talent was a weight of precious metal—gold, silver, or bronze—used as currency. So we’re talking serious value.

    What matters most is what the servants *do* with those talents. That’s what reveals their trustworthiness.

    “The one who had received the five talents went off and traded with them and made five more talents. In the same way, the one who had the two talents made two more talents.” (Matthew 25:16–17)

    They doubled what they were given. That’s a 100% return. Pretty impressive, especially compared to today’s investment benchmarks.

    But the point isn’t the percentage. It’s the faithfulness. The Master is pleased with both servants and says:

    “Well done, good and trustworthy slave… enter into the joy of your master.” (Matthew 25:21)

    They didn’t just manage money. They honored the Master. They lived awake.

    The Servant Who Buried His Talent

    Now let’s talk about the third servant—the one who buried his talent like it was radioactive.

    Why did he hide it?

    “Master, I knew that you were a harsh man… so I was afraid, and I went and hid your talent in the ground.” (Matthew 25:24–25)

    He didn’t know his Master. He misjudged him. And he tried to *judge* him. But that’s not the role of a servant. The Master is the judge.

    Even if the Master reaps where he didn’t sow, he doesn’t keep the harvest for himself—he gives it back to the faithful. The buried talent is taken and given to the servant with ten:

    “Take the talent from him and give it to the one with ten talents.” (Matthew 25:28)

    The Master doesn’t condemn him for failing to double the investment. He condemns him for doing *nothing*. He could’ve put it in a savings account with 4% interest. But instead, he buried it.

    And so the Master says:

    “You wicked and lazy slave!” (Matthew 25:26)

    Lazy and wicked. And it all stems from not knowing the Master—not trusting his character, not believing in his generosity.

    Judgment and Joy

    “Throw him into the outer darkness, where there will be weeping and gnashing of teeth.” (Matthew 25:30)

    While the good and trustworthy servants are welcomed into the joy of their Master, this one is cast out—into sorrow and regret.

    So we ask:

    Does the Lord know me? Do I know the Lord?

    This isn’t about working for salvation. It’s about relationship. Jesus says in Matthew 7:

    “Not everyone who says to me, ‘Lord, Lord,’ will enter the kingdom of heaven… I never knew you.” (Matthew 7:21–23)

    Being “known” by Jesus is the foundation. Work without relationship is just noise. But faith—faith that flows from knowing the Master—produces fruit.

    The Joy of the Master

    The fullness of the Kingdom—the joy, the celebration, the life made perfect—is found in his presence. And serving him isn’t just for his glory. It’s for our good.

    He doesn’t need anything from us—but he delights in giving everything to us.

    So let’s live awake. Let’s live ready. Let’s live faithful.

    Maranatha! O Lord, come!

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    Footnotes:

    1. Strong’s Greek: 1401. δοῦλος (*doulos*) — a slave ([bibleapps.com](https://bibleapps.com)) 

    2. The Four Coins Jesus Knew – CoinsWeekly; see also v. 27, “money” is used for talents